I am over trying. My body obviously hates me. I swear the next person that tells me to relax and it will happen I will Miss Piggy karate chop. I am trying to keep hope and faith that we will become pregnant but what if we don’t? All that time wasted we could have been pursuing other options. 3 years of treatments 6 years total of trying and nothing. I hate pregnancy announcements. I really don’t have hate in my heart it just bothers me. Clomid hates me. IUI hates me. What did I do to deserve this?
Well I am on round 4 of Clomid and I have noticed the last 2 cycles my Day 21 labs are low again like I am not even on Clomid. Anyway with round 2 my Day 21 was a 26 something I believe it is in on of my blogs. And now with Round 4 Day 21 is an 8.73….. WTF? What’s the point of my even taking it? I am completely heartbroken and mad and disappointed. I wanted two pink lines for Christmas. This will be year 3 of wishing the same thing for New Years. A baby. A chance at motherhood.
Sorry I have been gone for a minute. I just was tired of posting bad news. And I still am not pregnant. So we started round 4 of Clomid and they bumped me up to 50 mg. I was only taking 25 mg. Anyway hope everyone had an amazing Thanksgiving. Here comes Christmas as an unpregnant mom to be.